Friday 27 June 2008

Quite Time,Looking Forward


Not much has happened lately. "ST" came round last Saturday for the day and Tuesday and Thursday after his school work was done. He is getting on well with his school work.

We hav'nt seen or heard of "A" at all for quite sometime now. I've spoken to "SH" a couple of times on the phone, she said "A" is ok. I think about "A" everyday wondering how he is and if hes ok.

"?" is still having up and down problems with his health, Fibromyalgia,Bipolar,Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. All this can be a nightmare at times esspecially for "?" and for me too.

"?" has gone away for a few days. I am in my element with my solitude, i know that sounds terrible, but i need to have some time to myself too so i can unwind and relax with no-one to tell me what and when i can do things ect...

Today, i hav'nt done anything, just sat and read some of my book CRACKDOWN by Bernard Cornwell. Its a thriller set in the real world of international crime. (Readers Digest hard-back)  Then i came online for a while. I hav'nt been online for a few days because, i could'nt hold my concentration and found myself just staring at the screen. I've been like that for quite sometime and i lose interest quickly, plus i've had a few painful headaches. Tomorrow, i will have to knuckle down and do some chores as i hav'nt done anything today.

 

Wroxham Norfolk Broads

I'm looking forward to my holiday in August, we're going to Gorleston part of Gt. Yarmouth. "?" and i will be taking "ST" and "Z" and hopefully "J". I know they are all looking forward to our hols too. I hav'nt mentioned it to "J" at all incase she can't come, because i would'nt want to upset her. I will leave that up to "L" and "A" incase it causes friction between "A" and us...its a tricky situation. as "J" mostly stays with "A" at the weekends.

Romford

 

 

 

 

 

Wednesday last i went into Romford and bought myself a few tops for my holiday from the market. Its very rare for me to go out and buy clothes for myself, i normally buy one or two things from my catologue and i make them clothes last for years. I've still yet to buy a couple of more clothes and a pair of shoes.

While i was at Romford i went along to Maplin's to buy a pressure aerosol and an anti-static wrist strap to hook onto the computer tower when i clean out the computer so as i don't damage the components in the tower or i won't have a computer left at all. I will clean out the tower sometime this week while its quite. I think i will delete a lot of stuff too as i hav'nt got a lot of computer memory left.

Well, thats all my news for now. I hope your all keeping well and i hope you all have a great weekend...Best Wishes to one and all.

 

Wednesday 11 June 2008

Alarm Bells...


I had already wrote an entry on Monday, but for some reason it was lost when i tried to save it, so hopefully this one will save.

Last week i had someone round from the council to fix in a new fire alarm. The workman had a young boy with him who was on a  work experience course. When the workman went out to his van to get something the boy asked me if i lived here on my own. Well, alarm bells rang in my head. I said, no my husband and children live with me, he poked his head around the door of my lounge and spotted "?" sitting in there. The boy did'nt say another word. When the workman came back in he sent the boy upstairs to take out all the light bulbs, which made me feel more uneasy. After they had left i went to check on things upstairs to make sure nothing had been disturbed...all was ok. I said to "?" that i should ring the council to let them know what the boy had said. "?" i should'nt worry about it, so i did'nt ring them.

I was looking at holidays online last week and decided we should have a few days away, so i've booked a week at Gt Yarmouth in August. "?" and i will be taking "ST" and "Z" with us and hopefully "J" too. So, now we are all looking forward our hols and hope the weather will be ok too!

"?" has been feeling better than he has been of late, but with a few up and down moments. He's been doing a couple of the jobs around the house that he needed too finish off this week.

I hav'nt seen or heard from "A" for a couple of weeks now. I chatted too "SH" on the phone for a while last night and she said he was ok.

Well, thats all my news for now, so i'm off to browse for a while before i settle down to watch TV...Best wishes to you all.